Winter...

No rain today.....just cold...

I´ve walked the streets..the cold didn´t allow me to breed well...

Can you hold me just a litte? Just a little and than vanish forever?

Can you trust me just a little?Just a little and then i don´t want to see you ever....

Do you feel any guilt?Does our kind know what that is?...

I want to close your eyes...get away from the cold...protect you from the coming storm...i will rest too...i will be here....just hearing the wind...

He use to tell me where he goes...he use to tell me where he leads me...

It´s always the wind...always the cold....each time...time to reborn...

Can you tell them to go away? For once again to let me stay?...

I´ll rest than...just rest...

You...

I close my eyes
and my journey begins.
A journey into darkness.
Deep, deep silence,
where nothing exists
(but my thoughts)
not even you exist there!
My mind floats away from my body,
into an abyss.
And the journey begins.
I see nothing but you.
I think of everything,
I think of nothing.
Just when I think I am ready to return,
I am trapped.
trapped inside my own head,
I can hear myself think!
Just as I begin to question
the existence of my thoughts..
I open my eyes..
And the journey begins again.

Closest thing to.....

How can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my feet?
How can happiness feel so wrong?
How can misery feel so sweet?
How can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you do?
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own...
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.

How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
It's so easy to close your eyes.
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue?


Katie Melua

Fading Star

You tore me down
A little more each day
Till I had nothing left
To give or say

Selfish, I've never been
Loving to all of you
But that never counted
This I always knew.

You asked for favor after favor
I never turned you away
But the one time I couldn't help you
You made me pay

I have been destroyed
Used and thrown away
Like I was never here
Like a star beginning to fade

Time consumed my body
Worn from all the years
Destined to surrender
I shed these broken tears

I'm sorry I wasn't perfect
And I can no longer be here
My soul is tired
So I pass on without fear

. . .

Silence....can you hear it?..no...maybe it´s just me...my imagination...maybe there is a lot of noise around me and i´m just not smart enough to realize it...

Silly me...writing silly things nobody can understand...maybe that´s why...silly may be the answer to everything...

Empty...could it be also...but...let me understand...am i complaining?? I can´t be...i´ve already question this...that you live for yourself or for others sake...there is no sense to question that again after so long...

It´s raining....the rain makes me sad...but running and jumping when it´s raining makes me happy...i think it makes me feel....free....

But...even here sitting here and writing this...i know that i´ve never been so free like in this moment...so..i´m crazy and i only write things that crazy people should never read...they will be even more crazy after it...

I laugh...of myself off course...should i think you are a liar? Would it be fair or i´ve missed the write word to explain it...

Illusions...come with dreams...that come with beliefs...that come with true...lie...happiness...decepcion...come with life..that is the real true..

I can scream...but even if i scream until i have no voice...you couldn´t hear me...how can that be possible? I´ve said it...and i say it again....because that´s what is correct to do...like everyone expect me to do...don´t worry...everything will be ok.....

"Wish upon a star" they said,
And all your dreams will come true.
"Any star?" I asked. They smiled.
"Yes, any star will do."

I tought about a wish to make
And turned to see the view
But all that i could think to wish
Was just to be with you...

So close my eyes and wish i did
And as the night turned blue
The wish star fell, and so did I...
Our dancing love renewed.